today was a wasted day.

i didn't study at all. so much for my resolutions.

i didn't get to see si today. so much for the plans to meet her. i'm sorry si.

your sms got me into thinking.
perhaps u are right.
i'm always too busy for u.
i'm sorry si.

today is not my day.
it's another lishi's paranoid day.
have i been spending too much time trying to forge and maintain new friendships that i have forgotten the old?

i guess i'm trying too hard.
i should be satisfied with wat i have.
rah.

i'm upset.
always loved.